Chaotic Blogshit (Morning Rants)

[Mud]

I'm stoned and awake. There's static in my head with distant piano melodies.
I've got nothing to say while my mind is shouting and clenched.

Good morning.



I hate never finishing a song. 100's and 100's of "demo tracks" is cool to have created but I'd like to get 20 songs completed before I get hit by a bus or jump off some building in japan under the illusion I can fly or that I'm going to glide to the other side of reality.......

By the time I finish a song to 100% I've grown so tired of it that it dies to me. Considering I make music for myself, there's no sense is completing anything. I'd rather spend 30 minutes on a quick song that is fun than 30 days on an amazing song that grows tired & forgotten....

/end of rant

[Rian Riot]

Yup.

[Mud]

It feels good when my eyes are sleeping before my brain.

[Mud]

Listening to other people's music is discouraging, not often inspiring. I'm working on fixing that. I suppose it's like that because I try not to be influenced by anything.

I'm just going to post random thoughts here to learn from myself. That is sort of the idea behind this site. A more personal place to rant and shit. I learn a considerable amount about myself sometimes, when posting on Baycore.net but I don't like posting anything to personal on there.

Consider this my online journal blog piece of shit thing that I expect no one to read, giving me the freedom to just write whatever.

when I write on paper; if it's not lyrics I hardly ever bother to read it again.


Time to get high.
I may venture into sobriety away from society soon.
I want to see what kind of a psychic change it makes.

/End of rant.

[Mud]

I have too many ideas. I have no goals.
I think far too much. I don't act enough.

When I'm stoned, I can feel my brain slowdown..
I'm more productive, musically, when I'm stoned.

I'm more productive at night, when the brains around me sleep.

I have no goals, cause I've not got the time.
I've got too much time to do nothing.